day four.

a death story.

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you have romanticized death.

you need to know that it won't be beautiful,

it won't feel like flying, you won't be at peace.

there will be no moment of clarity 

before you hit the ground,

swallow your tongue, 

watch your own brains hit the wall.

you'll just be a terrified girl,

bleeding out on the bathroom

floor.

they won't remember you for it.